Drown

 

What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead.
Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper.
And I can't take one more moment of this silence.
The loneliness is haunting me.
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.
Hold my breath and let it bury me.
I'm not okay, and it's not alright.
Won't you drain the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead.
Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper.
And I can't take one more moment of this silence.
The loneliness is haunting me.
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.
Hold my breath and let it bury me.
I'm not okay, and it's not alright
Won't you drain the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own. Who will fix me now?
Who will fix me now?
Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

 Bring me the horizon - Drown
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In fact there is noone to blame, but myself. Noone to fix or save me, but me.
That's the worst part. See, pointing a finger at somebody or something, or make someone carry your load, is really easy and probably the way, 90% of the people around handle issues that could potentially harm them.
"It's his or her fault. Not mine. I'm a good person." "Yes, you are. Yes, you are. Yes, you are.

YES-say it as loud as you can,
YOU-the moment you rely on others,
FUCKING-and say it as often as you can,
ARE-the moment you care for others.

lost?

I am not. I actually have lost this belief. I am not a good person. Anymore, maybe never was. I'm a mess. Am I?