Drown

 

What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead.
Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper.
And I can't take one more moment of this silence.
The loneliness is haunting me.
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.
Hold my breath and let it bury me.
I'm not okay, and it's not alright.
Won't you drain the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead.
Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper.
And I can't take one more moment of this silence.
The loneliness is haunting me.
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.
Hold my breath and let it bury me.
I'm not okay, and it's not alright
Won't you drain the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own. Who will fix me now?
Who will fix me now?
Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.

 Bring me the horizon - Drown
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In fact there is noone to blame, but myself. Noone to fix or save me, but me.
That's the worst part. See, pointing a finger at somebody or something, or make someone carry your load, is really easy and probably the way, 90% of the people around handle issues that could potentially harm them.
"It's his or her fault. Not mine. I'm a good person." "Yes, you are. Yes, you are. Yes, you are.

YES-say it as loud as you can,
YOU-the moment you rely on others,
FUCKING-and say it as often as you can,
ARE-the moment you care for others.

lost?

I am not. I actually have lost this belief. I am not a good person. Anymore, maybe never was. I'm a mess. Am I?

 

the warmth

"So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold,
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old..."

Incubus - The Warmth

people = shit

"People equal Shit."

Slipknot - People = Shit

This one's for a friend.

st. anger

Damals, als es mit dem Discman in der Hosentasche um die Häuser ging...

e-egal.

"Und schon wieder dieses kopfzerfickende Gefühl,
Dieses "Ich will nicht dass du weißt, dass ich nicht weiß was ich will"..."

OK KID - Kaffee warm

patronum.

"...after all this time?"
"Always."

seasons.

"Like Socrates I only graze on the slopes,
Of the summit of my own ignorance.
Like Hippocrates I can affirm that the method of science,
Is an appliance that emancipates us from dogma,
and slant,
and bias.

Ah the seasons are changing...

The velocities at which we now evolve,
Mean we got to dissolve unchecked tradition.
But atrocities go untouched under the guise of culture,
Committed on another mind, another heartbeat,
heartbeat,
heartbeat.

Ah the seasons are changing...
I've got a sinking feeling...

Like Sophocles we now wield the paintbrush,
So keep a tight grip on a magnifying glass.
Our priorities now that we hold the torch,
Mean we got to hold it high to illuminate the dark,
and archaic,
and vile.



Ah the seasons are changing...
I've got a sinking feeling...

We swear allegiance to no one...

We’ll never let go of the microscope,
No matter how callous the shells.

We’ll harness the heat of the sun,
And we’ll burn you out of fucking existence..."

Enter Shikari - Never let go of the microscope